YAY!!!!

im gonna go see Pirates of the Caribbean tonight! i have never been so excited in my whole life!!!!! ive been waiting for this day for like 3 years!

Hidden emotions

Someone told me once that they were good at hiding their emotions. thats probley the dumbest thing i have ever heard. why hide from people. is it a matter of personal protection and lack of trust in others. if it is then those hidden feelings will just eat you up inside.
after i heard this i was really disapointed. but then i hyeard the same thing from someone else. so maybe its just a guy thing. but hidden feelings are deadly if you let them over flow.

Just Me....

I wish i could just type every feeling i have ever had and not sond crazy but thats hard. since i am crazy.

I'm not Sorry (I wrote this in AP Lit a while ago)

I'm sorry
I called you stupid
For breaking my computer
I'm sorry
That i punched you
When you screwed up the hardrive
I'm sorry
That I asked you not to push that button
And I'm sorry
That you did it anyways
But what I'm sorry for the most is
Taking this laptop
And beating you over the head with it

How about a book review!

I dint have anything else to write so I'm gonna write about this book :D

i really thought i had gotten past my mushy gushy vampire book stage but after i started reading Night World i kinda got back into it. okay so this really isn't a book review but still i like this book. its way better then twilight for sure. the girls are actually self sufficiant. so i defianitly suggest this book if you want to read mushy gushy stuff thats a little bit more realistic then twilight but still vampire fantisy.

Blegh!

So my senioritis is starting to kick in agian. I finally got my class schedule for the fall semester last night and everything just kind of hit me all over agian. how im going to lose contact with so many people and how my life is going to change so much. im kinda freaked out about it. there are so may things i still have to do to prepare for college and im so not ready to be away from home. im not excited for this at all.

Blood (a book ive been working on since the 7th grade (this is only the beginning))

I jolted awake with a pounding headache. My alarm was blaring in my ear and Ena was still fast asleep in the bed next to mine. I stood up and slammed my fist down on the screaming alarm to shut it up. I was always irritable in the morning, mostly because sleep was the only thing that saved me from my constant headaches.

                I pulled back the current on the only window in our bedroom and groaned. It was raining, and the sky was dark and smeared with clouds.

                Rain is quite possibly the worst thing that could happen in Amarillo, Texas. The rain floods the streets so quickly it was almost like we were in the middle of a hurricane without all the wind. “Damn it.” I said to myself and shook my head at the terrible weather.

                “Ena!” I screamed. She jumped a little but not enough to wake herself up. God, she is a heavy sleeper! I thought. I sighed and kicked her bed. That definitely got her. She turned and gave me an angry look. I responded with a sly smile and one more kick to her bed. “It’s raining. Get up.”

                “That’s just great!” she screamed as she smacked her hands down on the bed. “Oh, don’t be such a baby.” I joked. 

                “I wanted to wear those new boots my mom bought for me.” She complained. I laughed at her and slumped into the bathroom.  I took a long shower, letting the hot water sooth my headache ever so slightly.

                It was going to be a long day, I could tell. Ena was working just as slow as I was to get ready for school. We weren’t exactly excited for another boring day in military school.

                The rules were strict and the teachers were monotone enough to make even the smartest people drool on themselves in class.

                After pulling on my blue and grey uniform I looked into the bathroom mirror. My short black hair fell perfectly into place over the one scar I earned as a trophy from surgery. It started at the back of my neck and ended at my left  eyebrow.

Part of Part one of my short story ^_^

I don’t really remember how it happened. I just knew the basic cause. A freight train loaded with a vaccine from some foreign country, a vaccine that was praised for curing leukemia, a modern marvel of medicine. People even called it a gift from God.

Some gift.

This gift killed my brother; or rather it changed him, and millions of other people. It even went beyond leukemia and infected others with the side effects. This vaccine ended everything. One shot of this vaccine and within a week you were some kind of zombie. You were walking bone, rotting flesh.  And the worst part was that there was no cure and no immunities. There was no way past it; if you were bitten you were done for.

Untitled (at this point)

Annie and Cain are living in Dallas, Texas after a strange and deadly outbreak of an unnamed virus. To protect themselves, Cain and Annie must travel north to the rumered "Safe Zone". On their journey Annie must decide between her feelings for Cain and her duty to protect herself from the creatures that haunt her.

Just so you know....

Every Breath You Take by the Police is totally a stalker song.

The Wonderful Adventures of Penelope Rainbow Dash :Part 2: Candyland

Penelope Rainbow Dash pranced through Unicornland the Land of the Unicorns and thought about candy. Just then her true love, Mr. Handsome Unicorn came up to her and said. "Lets go to Candyland!"
Penelope Rainbow Dash was so excited that she flew all the way around Unicornland the Land of the Unicorns and landed right back in front of Mr. Handsome Unicorn.
They promptly left for Candyland and passed Charlie the Unicorn, silently sleeping in the Magical Forest of Wonders.
"Can Charlie come?" Asked Penelope Rainbow Dash.
"I dont think he wants to."
When they got to Candyland they ate so much candy that they couldn't make the journey home.
THE END

Pie

My mother made pie this morning. I don't remember why but I do remember that she let me have a slice. After she left the kitchen i just couldn't help myself, I had to have another slice. So I did. And I had another. And another. Until the whole pie was gone.
Thats when I blacked out. Apparently there were sleeping pills backed into the pie. My mom was going to kill us. Well, that's what the cops said. I had my stomach pumped and went to sleep in the kitchen floor as the cops took my mom to jail with a smile on her face.

Desperation

She Tries to protect him in desperation
She can't remember why
Is he not capable?
No
Of course not
He needs her
She thinks
But in reality
He is stronger
He protects her
But does she need it?
More than anything
Of course

The Wonderful Adventures of Penelope Rainbow Dash

Penelope pranced through Unicorn Land, Land of the Uinicorns to find her true love on Happy Unicorn Love Day. She wasn't a unicorn persay, more like a pegasus.
She was adopted by Mr. and Mrs. President Unicorn when her parents died in the terrible Unicorn Horn Gloss Fire of '93.
But today she didn't care about that.
All she cared about was finding Mr. Handsome Unicorn. Her prince in shining Unicorn Armor. Oddly his armor is shined with the same gloss that her parents made at the factory.
She found him after fighting a group of Unicorn Bandits.
She was totally like "OmmmmGGGG!!!! Mr. Handsome Unicorn I love you!!!!"
And he was all like "OKKAAAYY!!!!!"
And they lived happily ever after!

Road Your Traveling On...

She sat in the quiet train station, watching the trains pass and listening to their engines through her headphones.
She had spent the last four years pretending to be happy without him but she just couldn't stand it anymore.
She missed him to much to care about the wonderful job she was leaving behind.
Her bag was packed and she was leaving to be with him.
It seemed like it took forever for her train to arrive.
When it did she quietly bored and quiety waited for the train to take her to Texas, so maybe she could be happy agian.

The First Day Of School (Vignette)

My heart was beating like crazy. It was the first day of high school and my friend had told me the scariest stories about something called the “Freshman Hunt”.

It’s where the seniors yell at you, chase you, and hurt you.

I was pretty much scared shitless. I was sweating like a pig. When I entered the school I was watching every person. Shooting every student evil looks.

I was also searching for the closest hiding spot in every class and hallways.

The seniors wouldn’t catch me.

I was prepared.

After that whole day pursuing safe places and investigating which freshman were good with the seniors I realized that there was no such thing as the “Freshman Hunt” and that high school was pretty okay.

The Waiting Room (Vignette)

In this hospital chair I was really very comfortable. I knew this hospital like the back of my hand. This chair is warm and sometimes I think they made it just for me. Sitting here used to be a daily thing but now I’m here maybe once a month. Waiting for test results again. What wonderful fun, I tell myself.  

The doctor walks in after about an hour and my dad jumps to his feet. I stay seated because I’m just too damn comfy.  I hear the whispers of my doctor and the sigh of my father and I know it’s bad news.

My dad comes back to sit next to me and says “So it’s back.” If I didn’t know what he was talking about I would have thought he was talking about the McRib.

“Well,” I say, “Damn.”

I figured at this point I would just fight like I always have. My dad always says I’m a strong girl. I always have been.

Terror (Writing Practice)

I emereged from the theater with my hands in my pockets. I had just some dumb movie called Twilight. I'm not gonna lie, the movie sucked.
I walked quetly down the street where I parked my little yellow Geo Prism.
I could hear rustling behind me but I payed no attention to it. What did I have to be scared. I was 20 years old with a gun in my pocket that I know how to shoot and I learned karate when i was really young.
Then i heard heavy footsteps and someone grabbed me around my neck. I screamed and grabbed my gun. 
The man attacking me said " I'm a vampire." I laughed a little at that. "Ha Ha ok." I said and wiggled my way free of his grip.
"Arn't you scared?" He asked.
"No. Vampires are lame. " I said.
He looked at me and at the theater I had just left and then back at me.
"DAMN IT TWILIGHT!!!!!" He screamed.
I laughed agian. Then I shot him.
"Suck on that."